Cusp of a Concert: Preparing “December‬‭ Songs”

I’m about to do something I rarely get to do: just sing. I know; I sing all the time, but‬ usually I’m writing a script too, or learning lines. Not this time. You see, I'm part of the‬ yearly‬‭ faculty concert at American University in DC‬‭, where I teach voice. It’s a great‬ coming-together of the varied and quite gifted faculty, and a poke in the eye to George‬ Bernard Shaw; I am a fan of GBS’s work (Eliza and I are tight) but‬‭ not‬‭ of his too-oft‬ quoted quip that “those who cannot do, teach.” My colleagues give the lie to that dreadful‬ saying and I’m quite proud to be among them.‬

‭ I’m singing a few of‬‭ Maury Yeston’s‬‭ December Songs‬‭, a song cycle written in 1991 for‬ voice and piano and debuted by storied cabaret artist‬‭ Andrea Marcovicci;‬‭ the work was‬ one of a number of commissions for Carnegie Hall’s centennial. My collaborator for this is‬ the marvelous Barbara Wilkinson, whose beautiful playing weaves so much life into the‬ story these songs tell. If you're in DC, I hope you can join us.‬

Yeston wrote both the music and the lyrics for this ten-song cycle, and it’s often‬ compared to Schubert’s‬‭ Winterreise (Winter Journey)‬‭ ,‬‭ 1827, a harrowingly beautiful and‬ also disturbing set of 24 songs with poetry by Wilhelm Muller. Schubert’s protagonist‬ wanders the winter countryside after a disastrous love affair; Yeston’s heroine (because‬ it’s me, but change the keys and anyone can do it, same with the Schubert) wanders the‬ snowy city, working her way through her pain (been there done that). There are other‬‭ parallels - keys, style - but here’s what Mr. Yeston himself said about them: “It was very‬ helpful to know what Schubert had done and what Schumann had done and what‬ Brahms had done. To see that and know I don’t want to do that. But I want to be in that‬ family. I want this music to know that it comes from a tradition.”

Side note - a song cycle is a number of songs written by one composer to go‬ together in one hearing that tell a story or explore a theme, more or less; each‬ song in the cycle can stand alone as well. They’re rooted in classical music,‬ particularly German lieder, but also rooted arguably wherever there’s song:‬ African griot tradition, raga cycles of India, Latin American folk song sets are‬ just a few random examples. Just as a good song is a story unto itself, song cycles are almost mini-musicals, with a beginning, middle and end. Cycles are‬ the precursor to the solo album - think Joni Mitchell’s‬‭ Blue‬‭ or Beyonce’s‬ Lemonade‬‭ , both of which I’ve taught as such, or just about any album by your‬ favorite songwriting artist. I digress… Lecture over, but there will be a quiz.;)

The songs are simple, short, direct; at their debut they were billed as "Cabaret Comes to‬ Carnegie.” It was just Andrea Marcovicci and Glenn Mehrbach at the piano on the‬ Carnegie stage. Since then, they’ve been performed by classical singers wanting‬ something lighter, or by contemporary voices looking for gravitas. They sing of love and‬ loss, perpetually universal themes. Other instruments are often added, chamber music‬ style; there’s even‬‭ a 2022 recording with Tony winner‬‭ Victoria Clark scored by Yeston for‬ a 37-piece orchestra‬‭ that’s quite stunning. Tradition,‬‭ as Mr. Yeston points out, is‬ inspiration in the arts, not dogma. He goes on to say,‬‭ “One of the great things about‬ tradition is that you have to move it forward. I knew that I would be doing that just by‬ doing something new from my point of view.”


With Carmen Mehta, junior recital. Gown by Mom. No idea who those guys are…

I’ve spent a lot of time at school lately: I served as the voice coach for the spring musical Urinetown‬‭ (the students were pretty fabulous!) and I have my normal heavy student load,‬ so all this extended time in the AU halls has me thinking about my own experience. As‬ an undergrad I devoured song literature - song literature is just like regular literature,‬ except you sing it after you read it :) - and every time Barbara and I rehearse I’m back in‬‭ a practice room in Evanston IL preparing for some recital or another. And I did as many‬ as they’d let me - I didn’t get a ton of traction in undergrad; I still had a lot to learn and‬ recitals were where I learned it.‬

My teacher was the charming and steely Carmen Mehta; I loved her and she loved‬ German lieder, so I loved it too: Wolf, Brahms, Schumann. Carmen programmed‬ evenings for the whole studio to perform one composer at a time and made us really dig‬ into the text; I still know the‬Frauenliebe und-leben‭ by heart.‬

‭In grad school I went completely off the rails with contemporary stuff. My coach‬‭ Tom‬‭ Muraco‬‭ (I still can’t believe he’s gone) found me‬‭ the most marvelous ee cummings‬ poems set by William Bergsma - a great thing to assign to a young soprano! - and a total‬ weirdsmobile of a piece for soprano and cello by Boris Blacher about poor Francesca da‬ Rimini lolling about in the afterlife (I think there’s a special Circle of Hell just for that one).‬ Each song they gave me was a gem, an entire world played out in a few thrilling minutes‬ of luscious music, and I could lose myself in the drama of it all.‬

Looking back at my programs, though, much of them were an exercise in wrong-sized‬ music. I didn’t really know myself, or my voice. I sang things I never should have been‬ singing, especially in undergrad. None of it was where my instrument would go, in the‬ end; I made for an impassioned, if anemic, Suor Angelica (‬‭here’s how she’s “supposed” to sound‬‭), and a rather ridiculous‬‭ Cleopatra‬‭.‬

Senior recital. I showed NU for sure.

‬Of course recitals are just cabaret in a fancy disguise: a whole evening of you and your‬ hard-working pianist/collaborator, singing stuff you learned and loved, organized the‬ classical way by composer or musical period - a little stilted, very formal, no talking (at‬ least not back then), and you’d exit the stage between sets and sweep back on like‬ royalty. I‬‭ loved‬‭ it.‬

Fast forward to now - cabaret is my favorite; it’s what I've come to love to do, and all‬ those recitals laid the groundwork for my solo shows for sure. Cabaret, and the songs‬ that are labeled as such, is intimate and very human; it’s personal, and it also allows for‬ different, for thinking outside the box. To program “cabaret” on this particular classical‬ concert (offerings range from Brahms to brand-new faculty compositions - very cool) is‬ an opportunity, it seems to me, to show our listeners, our students first among them,‬ what’s possible: that music is more than its definitions and “tradition” is just another word‬ for one way to do it.‬

‭Here’s more from Maury Yeston on this,‬ ”Also to be‬‭ able to stretch every muscle I have,‬ whether it’s got to sound more like a musical theater song sometimes or whether it’s‬ going to be a theme in variations sometimes or even have a jazz influence. I didn’t care about that. What I cared about was to make the music right for this moment in the story‬ and it will all work out.”

‬I adore the bells and whistles - gowns and cellos are my jam - but for this moment in my‬ life, it feels right to get back to the roots; the stripped down cabaret-ness of the version‬ that has words and notes and a singer and a pianist. Would we love to add instruments?‬ Yes, absolutely, each one would hold its own part of the story, a heartbeat, a tear, a‬ passerby, the guy who dumped you etc, but no one on faculty has time to create one (all‬ reports about adjunct workloads are true) and a 37-instrument version is out of the‬ question.‬

‭And I don’t think the cycle needs it; it’s enough. It’s adorned with nothing but its vivid self,‬ just like its debut. It’s right for its moment. We can’t do all ten for this - time does not‬ allow - so we’ve chosen five that hold together outside the box of the original ten. The orchestral details are in Barbara’s hands, literally; she plays with so much color and light.‬ Each song is in itself a little world, with enough space for our take and for the audience’s, ‭ your, imagination; that’s the beauty of the form. They’re songs about love, loss and‬ afterwards. That’s it.‬


“Fremd bin ich engezogen, fremd zieh’ich wieder aus.” - Muller‬

“No one really knew me then, no one knows me now.” - Yeston‬


Here’s our five, and the bits that compel, without giving too much away for those joining‬ us in person:‬

  • “December Snow,” the first in the full cycle, corresponds to the first song of the‬ Winterreise, “Gute Nacht.” The singer in the snow, lost in her head sings “No‬ one really knew me then; no one knows me now.” Schubert’s opens with “Fremd‬ bin ich eingezogen, fremd zieh' ich wieder aus;" “I entered as a stranger, I‬ depart as a stranger.” How estranged do we feel from the world in the aftermath‬ of loss?‬

  • ‬‭ The angry outburst of “Where Are You Now.”

  • “Please Let’s Not Even Say Hello,” with its dare-not-to-hope vibe.‬

  • “Bookseller In The Rain”- a good story needs books.‬

  • “I Had A Dream About You,” Schubert’s three suns in “Die Nebensonnen” blind‬ the singer with grief. He says “Im Dunkeln wird mir wohler sein;” “I’d be happier‬ in the dark.” But Yeston flips it on its head; this song just about dances with‬ possibility when the singer sees two moons in a dream. Listen for Barbara’s‬ hands flirting with acceptance, and then reality, in this one.‬

But how alike we all are, in the end! With its cycle of love-loss-afterwards, grief makes us‬ anything but strangers. Grief does not belong to us alone, even if we each experience it‬ in our own way. And so it is with music.‬

‭And as for me? I have an instrument that speaks best when it speaks directly and‭ intimately, and this is right-sized music for it. It’s a huge exercise in trust and in the‬ concept of “enoughness,” things I’m always trying to impart to my students. So we do‬ what good cabaret, what art requires; we share as we are, and trust that you’re with us.‬

‭p.s. We fully intend to do all ten someday soon. Anybody got a venue?‬

 

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